This month has not been the best for Chris Brown – first his aunt was locked in a closet at gunpoint while his home was robbed and now he’s been barred from leaving the Philippines and has missed his Hong Kong show. While Chris has yet to comment directly about the matter, this week he shared a reflective message on Instagram. He writes:
When u tired of the f*cking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day. The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his f*cking brains out but that’s the cowards way out… Most won’t understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart. What’s on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say “be a man”. Yeah, that’s right but it doesn’t take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and great father. I don’t have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!
As always, Chris is in our prayers!
By Monique C. Tillman